I'm in a mood right now

[aloneindarknes7]

Some days I just want to get in my car and drive so far away that even if I do look back I can only see open opportunity.

But then I remember that I have so much going good for me right now and I’m afraid to risk any of that because I’m not some heroine in a movie or a story with a guarantee that things will work out wherever I go.

So I remain in my boring, safe life wishing for an adventure and a chance at a better life that I’m too scared to take but keep whispering to myself about doing.

One day I’ll stop thinking about driving away either because I’m finally happy or I’m already in the car ready to go.

Comments

[jem0000000.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

I could videotape you with my camera. But I don't know if that would count, really.

*hugs*

[robina1984.livejournal.com]

Just make sure that car is pointed in my direction at some point, 'Kay? *hugs* here's hoping for you to be happy, car or no car. :)

[prophetella.livejournal.com]

I feel the same way so often seeing the thieves, tweakers and call girls in my apt complex. I hope to give them an alternative... and focus what time the baby gives me on that. http://pinterest.com/mamakingrent/ & https://www.facebook.com/MommasMakingRent see? Now if only I could get people to go in this with me.